These past couple of months I've had to put my lifestyle on hold for surgery, something I know a lot of you have gone through. I was instructed to stop all heavy lifting in the weeks prior to surgery then another six weeks of orders to not lift more than 15 lbs after surgery. It was depressing enough not being able to do anything but sit around the house, I couldn't even walk the dog. Then about a week after surgery, my girlfriend broke up with me which of course added to the depression I was already going through, my only escape being work at this point. Considering the fact that I had originally planned to bulk this winter, I had been hoping to at least hold onto as much muscle as possible these last couple of months, but after the breakup I wasn't able to sustain the diet and lost 11 pounds. In the grand scheme of things, I realize this isn't a major setback compared to what else life can throw at you, but still a setback for me nonetheless. Funny thing is, one of the things that always bothered her most was my commitment to the gym, then when I'm actually stuck at home and can't go at all, she decides to drop the hammer.
As of today, I am finally at the end of my recovery phase and getting ready to return to the gym next Monday (of course I have to leave for a few days on a business trip the very next day). I know it will be a mixed bag of emotions since my strength has most likely plummeted to an all-time low and I won't have the same mirror motivation I had a couple months ago. It's also difficult having to hold back and ease back into it.
I honestly have to say that the one thing that's kept me motivated all along is you, my MC family. Just staying active on this site and reading all your experiences (both positive and negative), support for one-another and information exchanges has done more for me mentally and spiritually than anything, without a doubt. And to think I only joined for bodybuilding advice! Today I finally placed my MC igf1-lr3 order, which I know will help get me back to where I want to be so I can finally go for that extra size I've been having to put off for so long now and I'm already feeling better! I'll also be experimenting with ligandrol this time (courtesy of MC) so I will be reporting back!
So to my MC family, I wanted to give a big THANK YOU!! I'm officially looking forward to getting back on the wagon!
As of today, I am finally at the end of my recovery phase and getting ready to return to the gym next Monday (of course I have to leave for a few days on a business trip the very next day). I know it will be a mixed bag of emotions since my strength has most likely plummeted to an all-time low and I won't have the same mirror motivation I had a couple months ago. It's also difficult having to hold back and ease back into it.
I honestly have to say that the one thing that's kept me motivated all along is you, my MC family. Just staying active on this site and reading all your experiences (both positive and negative), support for one-another and information exchanges has done more for me mentally and spiritually than anything, without a doubt. And to think I only joined for bodybuilding advice! Today I finally placed my MC igf1-lr3 order, which I know will help get me back to where I want to be so I can finally go for that extra size I've been having to put off for so long now and I'm already feeling better! I'll also be experimenting with ligandrol this time (courtesy of MC) so I will be reporting back!
So to my MC family, I wanted to give a big THANK YOU!! I'm officially looking forward to getting back on the wagon!
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